My love for saree

My love for saree: I want to become girl

2011-12-17T03:56:00.000-08:00

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2011-12-17T03:49:00.001-08:00

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2011-12-17T03:32:00.001-08:00

2011-12-17T03:31:00.001-08:00

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2011-07-29T22:55:00.001-07:00

Kya aapne nikkiey chawla ka nam suna he, she looks very beautiful but she was he. Use dekh k kabhi pata nahi chalta ki wo kabhi ladka thi. Gazal ki tarah wo bhi lucky he ki wo apna dream pura kar pai. Maine uske bahot se photo dekhe wo bahot achhi lagti he saree me aur bhi jyada achhi lagti he Lekin me uske wo photo dekhna chahti hu jab wo male thi. Kash me bhi inki tarah ladki ban pati. Muje male clothes se nafrat hone lagi he. Abhi bahot hi rare chance milta he muje sari pahen ne ka, ha kuch din pahle family bahar gai thi tab maine babhi ki saree paheni aur khana bhi banaya and felt like real woman us din paheli bar maine dono hatho me dulhan ki tarah dono hath bangles se bhar lia. Me bar bar khudko aaine me dekhti raheti thi. Kam karte wakt sari ka pallu bar bar gir raha tha use fir adjust karna bahot maja aaya us din maine ladki ban ne ka aanand uthaya.

I want to become girl

2011-03-16T03:00:00.001-07:00

Hi i am anita. I am male but i am desperate to become woman. I can't wait to wear all these beatifull clothes, makeup and jwellary. If god has given me liking of women then y did he made me man. To feel like woman i wear bra, saree and makeup when i am alone at home. From childhood i had fetish to have long hair. Now i desire to have boobs normally i don't get chance to wear female clothes because my family rarely go for outing. I also wish to have my ear and nose pierced to feel like girl. I am in big dillema what to do. I think my thinking my nature is not like males. I don't get along well with males and because i am male i don't have any saheli (female friend ) like all girls with whom they share their feeling. Iam not a gay. I am in lot of confusion.

I want to become girl

2011-03-16T02:57:00.000-07:00

Suma is lucky to become who she is. Hi i am anita. I am male but i am desperate to become woman. I can't wait to wear all these beatifull clothes, makeup and jwellary. If god has given me liking of women then y did he made me man. To feel like woman i wear bra, saree and makeup when i am alone at home. From childhood i had fetish to have long hair. Now i desire to have boobs normally i don't get chance to wear female clothes because my family rarely go for outing. I also wish to have my ear and nose pierced to feel like girl. I am in big dillema what to do. I think my thinking my nature is not like males. I don't get along well with males and because i am male i don't have any saheli (female friend ) like all girls with whom they share their feeling. Iam not a gay. I am in lot of confusion.

Dream

2011-02-09T21:32:00.001-08:00

Kal me itni khush thi ki bata nai sakti. Kuch shayad aisa riwaj tha jisme ladka hote hua bhi sari pahan ni hogi kuch dino tak, aur wo ek ajib feeling thi me bata nai sakti kitni khusi bhari aur sharm bhari. Muje pahan ne ko sari di gai, wo sari maine pahan li aur bahot khubsurat lag rahi thi lekin muje dusri achhi sari pahen ne ka bhi mann kar raha tha, to maine didi se aur garwalo se kaha muje ye colour nahi pasand aur muje dusri saree chahiye aur me ek ke bad ek sari nikalti gai aur didi se puchti rahi ye kesi lagegi, ya ye wali pahnu, muje didi ek sari nikal di jisme barik flower work tha me gai apne rum me aur bra aur sari pahan li soch rahi thi ke family kahegi bra kyu pahni to kya jawab dungi lekin muje bra pahen na bahot pasand he ladkiyo jesi feeling k liye aur me bahot khus thi muje kangan payal make up ye sab me kuch dino tak kar paungi. Aur taiyar honewali hi thi ki nind ud gai, ye ek sapna tha aur meri sari khusiyo par pani phir gaya. Subah hote hi main nahane gai bra utari jo rat ko sone se pahle pahan li thi aur after bath phir wo pahen li aur abhi ye kahani likhte wakt bhi bra pahen rakhi he and feeling feminine.

My journey part 2

2011-02-04T05:09:00.000-08:00

Kuch indian ladke jo ab ladki ban chuke he wo he tistadas, sohini bagchi, aur sohini ka interview femina magazine me aaya tha dusri he gazal dhaliwal jo pahle gunraj thi. Tista aur gazal dono ki photo maine sari me dekhi aur dono hi khubsurat lagti he.

My journey

2011-02-03T22:15:00.001-08:00

I want toa write this blog in english but i can better write it in hindi.
Mujme bachpan se ladkiyo ke kapdo k prati lagav he lekin aisa lagta tha me aisi kyu hu, Lagta tha jese ki me pichle janam me aurat thi aur meri female bhavna a puri hone se pahle hi me mar chuki houngi islia shayad male ke rup me born hone k bavjud muje ladkiyo k kapde makeup aur jwellary pahan ne ka sajne savrne ka sokh muje he, aisa me socha karti thi. Muje lagta tha ki me sirf akeli hu jise female ban ne ki dilchaspi he, ha ek aur bat kehdu ki muje female ki tarah bolna bhi achha lagta he jaise ki me jati hu karti hu etc etc. Islia me yaha female ki tone me bolungi. Jab maine shayad 8th std me thi tab pahli bar suna ki ek aadmi aurat ban gaya, aur sun ke behad khus thi ki mere jaise aur bhi log he, me jaise feel karti hu koi aur bhi aisa feel karta he. Me wo news dekhna chahti thi lekin nahi dekh pai, sab student yehi bat kar rahe the ki wo aurat kyu bana, me ye samaj sakti thi ki wo aurat kyu bana, lekin unko kese batati ki ye desire kitni strong hoti he, maine bahut bar is desire se ko dabana chaha lekin sirf kuch week tak shayad phir khudko female clothes pahan ne se control nahi kar pati ek bat aur kehdu ki ab ye blog likhte wakt bhi maine apne kapdo ke niche bra pahan rakhi he, Ye bat chat pe sunte hi log haste he ki tumhe boobs to he nahi phir bra kyu paheni ho, islia pahni hu ki ladkia bra pahenti he aur jaisa wo feel karti he me bhi wo feeling karna chahti hu, yahi nahi jwellary ki lambe hair ki feeling me karna chahti hu, lekin family ke samne ya log kya kahege is bat se darti hu, me janti hu ki ye fashion he aajkal lekin meri family ise pasand nahi karegi aur muje bhi unke samne aane me sarmindgi mehsus hogi, lekin ye ek wish he jo me chahti hu ki puri ho, chalo ab kuch bate karte hu bobby darling k bare me maine bobby darling ko pahli bar dekha tha sas bhi kabhi bahu thi me. Lekin wo gay he, jab ki me gay nahi, lekin wo bhi crossdressing karta he aur me bhi, uske bad wo bigboss me aai thi aur kabhi kabar news dikh jati thi. Me jab tv dekhti thi to bobby darling ko dekhna chahti hu lekin wo kabhi dikhti nahi. Use saree pahni hui photo ya video dekhne ko me bechen rahti hu lekin pata nahi kyu wo sari pahanti hi nahi stardust awards me wo sari pahankar aai thi aur bahot hi gorgeous lag rahi thi, pata nahi wo sari kyu nahi pahan ti. Me use sari pahne hua dekhna chahti hu and i want ki wo kisi serial me uska sariwala getup ho. Lekin ab to vo tv serial dikhti hi nahi nahi tv pe. Me sari hi prefer karti hu agar muje female kapde pahan ne ka chance milta he to kyu ki sari or saree mera favourate dress he

Womanly nature

2010-08-21T05:29:00.000-07:00

I wish to live as woman. I dont remember the word to show female feteaures. I think that being a boy i must look like a girl and behave like girl want to look as beautiful, charming and as attractive as woman. I want that even though iam boy people allow me to wear saree, keep long hair, make braid, wear jwellary, makeup etc. Be as polite as shy as female. What is wrong if i want to look like them as beautiful as females. It is a good to be beautiful but why it's considered bad.

Bra feeling

2010-08-12T20:55:00.000-07:00

From few days i am lucky that i can wear bra whole day and night. Now i am expericing a feeling of woman wearing bra and it feel so excitement. I even go out wearing bra under my clothes. It feels very good.

My wish

2010-08-08T00:11:00.001-07:00

I always wanted to be one of them and always attracted towards girls. I wanted to be with them whole day. I like girls nature also how they behave how calm and understanding girls are as compared to boys. I always sit wanted to be with girls not boys. I wanted to sit with girls. I liked the way they talk, what they talk i never well mixed with boys. I always seen boys using abusive language, fighting, having harsh nature. Thats why i want to be away from boys. I never so any of these things in girls thats y always liked girls and wanted to be with them. I have liking for whatever girls do. But for society even after my so much desire to be with girls i have to be with boys. I am forcibly acting against what my heart says.

Live as woman

2010-08-03T05:52:00.001-07:00

I so much like to wear sari that if society allows me i wish to live wearing sari, bangles, payal, bindi, bra, having long hair and my nose and ear pierced. Females hands are never free its always busy in taking their hair back from face, adjusting pallu which falls from their shoulder, adjusting their duppata. I want to do all these.

Feeling feminine

2010-07-31T09:34:00.001-07:00

Today wholday wore bra under my clothes and feeling the same as woman feel in bra.

Feeling feminine

2010-07-31T09:33:00.000-07:00

Today wholday wore bra under my clothes and feeling the same as woman feel in bra.

Am i alone like this

2010-07-29T05:02:00.001-07:00

From childhood i had attraction towards female clothes, makeup, jwellary. I was secretly wearing my sisters dresses. Whenever i was alone i couldnt control myself to wear their frocks dresses etc. I thought i was alone like this behaviour and couldn't understand why i am thinking like this. When i was in 8 th standard i heard from my classmates in school that there is news of one man become woman. I thought wow i am not alone like this and thought he is so lucky to become what he wanted to be. My classmates were wondering why he become woman. Only I knew it why he become woman how could i explain them that how strong desire it is. Later on watched show on oprah about jim who become jenny and read Sushanto who become tista das and hirak subhra who become sohini bagchi and gunraj from chandigarh become gazal. Since childhood i continuously crossdressing. When i was in college i tried to wear saree. initially i couldn't wear it. But after watching how it is wrapped over women bodies their turns etc. I learned it. Now i can easily wear saree. Not as easy as woman but learned to wear saree and now whenever i am alone at home i wear bra saree, bangles, payals, bindi, nailpolish etc.

Want to have those womanly feelings

2010-07-27T00:00:00.001-07:00

I always wish to have those feelings. Those womenly feelings. In childhood i was watching that advertisement on doordarshan (gane mulayam kale bal khile khile matwale bal) i longed to have hair like that lady but oh that wish wouldnt be fulfilled as i am boy so hated my self being boy. And another thing is in india you see each and every woman their nose and ear pierced, i want to feel those womenly feelings of nose and ear piercings. I many times go out wearing bra under my clothes. When i am alone at home i first stick red bindi on my forhead then wear banglesg, then payal after that bra and then wear saree. After that i pin my small hair. Then i stick diamond on my nose and ear. And then go to mirror and see my self and feel so excited. It feel very good to adjust my falling pallu again and again. I also like it when i see any girl taking their hair back of their ear coming on face. Adjusting their duppatas wow how beautiful these gesterus of woman are.

I love to wear saree

2010-07-25T06:31:00.001-07:00

Today by mistake i deleted few of my old post that was about me. I think it was written in 2008 or 09 dont remember. Today i saw some girls wearing long skirts and i very much wanted to wear skirts like them. I was yearning to wear those skirts