Feeling feminine

Today wholday wore bra under my clothes and feeling the same as woman feel in bra.

Feeling feminine

Today wholday wore bra under my clothes and feeling the same as woman feel in bra.

Am i alone like this

From childhood i had attraction towards female clothes, makeup, jwellary. I was secretly wearing my sisters dresses. Whenever i was alone i couldnt control myself to wear their frocks dresses etc. I thought i was alone like this behaviour and couldn't understand why i am thinking like this. When i was in 8 th standard i heard from my classmates in school that there is news of one man become woman. I thought wow i am not alone like this and thought he is so lucky to become what he wanted to be. My classmates were wondering why he become woman. Only I knew it why he become woman how could i explain them that how strong desire it is. Later on watched show on oprah about jim who become jenny and read Sushanto who become tista das and hirak subhra who become sohini bagchi and gunraj from chandigarh become gazal. Since childhood i continuously crossdressing. When i was in college i tried to wear saree. initially i couldn't wear it. But after watching how it is wrapped over women bodies their turns etc. I learned it. Now i can easily wear saree. Not as easy as woman but learned to wear saree and now whenever i am alone at home i wear bra saree, bangles, payals, bindi, nailpolish etc.

Want to have those womanly feelings

I always wish to have those feelings. Those womenly feelings. In childhood i was watching that advertisement on doordarshan (gane mulayam kale bal khile khile matwale bal) i longed to have hair like that lady but oh that wish wouldnt be fulfilled as i am boy so hated my self being boy. And another thing is in india you see each and every woman their nose and ear pierced, i want to feel those womenly feelings of nose and ear piercings. I many times go out wearing bra under my clothes. When i am alone at home i first stick red bindi on my forhead then wear banglesg, then payal after that bra and then wear saree. After that i pin my small hair. Then i stick diamond on my nose and ear. And then go to mirror and see my self and feel so excited. It feel very good to adjust my falling pallu again and again. I also like it when i see any girl taking their hair back of their ear coming on face. Adjusting their duppatas wow how beautiful these gesterus of woman are.

I love to wear saree

Today by mistake i deleted few of my old post that was about me. I think it was written in 2008 or 09 dont remember. Today i saw some girls wearing long skirts and i very much wanted to wear skirts like them. I was yearning to wear those skirts