Womanly nature

I wish to live as woman. I dont remember the word to show female feteaures. I think that being a boy i must look like a girl and behave like girl want to look as beautiful, charming and as attractive as woman. I want that even though iam boy people allow me to wear saree, keep long hair, make braid, wear jwellary, makeup etc. Be as polite as shy as female. What is wrong if i want to look like them as beautiful as females. It is a good to be beautiful but why it's considered bad.

Bra feeling

From few days i am lucky that i can wear bra whole day and night. Now i am expericing a feeling of woman wearing bra and it feel so excitement. I even go out wearing bra under my clothes. It feels very good.

My wish

I always wanted to be one of them and always attracted towards girls. I wanted to be with them whole day. I like girls nature also how they behave how calm and understanding girls are as compared to boys. I always sit wanted to be with girls not boys. I wanted to sit with girls. I liked the way they talk, what they talk i never well mixed with boys. I always seen boys using abusive language, fighting, having harsh nature. Thats why i want to be away from boys. I never so any of these things in girls thats y always liked girls and wanted to be with them. I have liking for whatever girls do. But for society even after my so much desire to be with girls i have to be with boys. I am forcibly acting against what my heart says.

Live as woman

I so much like to wear sari that if society allows me i wish to live wearing sari, bangles, payal, bindi, bra, having long hair and my nose and ear pierced. Females hands are never free its always busy in taking their hair back from face, adjusting pallu which falls from their shoulder, adjusting their duppata. I want to do all these.